Fortress of Solitude

Ever been through so much s**t, you're just numb to the pain. Wishing things would just change. Just the same s**t different day. People telling me, "don't limit yourself the possibilities are endless" . . I see you limit yourself all the time, how can I ever take your advice seriously. & that's where my problem is, I'm too busy worried about the next nig that I'm not acknowledging my own s**t. Sucks having so much potential in a variety of fields, but lack the will power to build and continue cause when you look in the stands, you still feel like the only n***a in the field. In reality you just want something to feel. whether its a boo or a ooo. It shouldn't matter cause all eyes are on you. Again you still feel it'a only you. You give yourself the boo's the ooo's and the aah's wishing someone could see through your eyes like yo relax it's going to be alright or maybe I'm just confused. My mind is too full to be mindful. I'm waiting for the s**t to Fuse. . . To be Continued.