Just A Friend

I played myself

How did I think this was gonna end

It was over before it even began

I was cool I was nice

In my head I was cool as ice

I broke a self-promise I let down my wall

I wanted to give her my heart

You wanted to give her my all

I thought could’ve been the guy she wanted

It turns out I wasn’t the guy she wanted

I asked myself who was I to her

Was I truly a friend or

Was I just a friend

How can you give someone your heart

When your heart wasn’t wanted

 She’s in love with someone else

That person isn’t me

How does that work

She got back with her EX

We did couples things but without the sex

Was I just filler for what was missing

I did this s**t to myself G

I put myself in this predicament

I shouldn’t had caught feelings

Now my heart is feeling it

I feel dumb as hell

All because I fell

This happened twice and I still haven’t learned

Remember this, never again

I will never let another hurt me again

But it’s not her fault

For feelings I caught

She was just being herself

I just wanted her all to myself

But I know I won’t ever be more

Than just a friend

Reviews

[LoveStar]

So sad, and unfortunately a piece of truth. I cant say the pain is small, but this experience has a good side, too, and that is the gift of sensing the feeling to share it among the community. Never block yourself. This was amazing.

[Mari' Emeraude]

A painful truth behind this piece. I'm sure a lot more of us have been here whether we admit it or not. Thanks for sharing.

[AllauraRose]

I get this feeling man, and it sucks, to be honest. I have read some of your other poems and you can sense the emotions flood through. You write things that everyone can relate to. Bravo, this was amazing!