Killin me

Watch, dont think

Its really killin me, the truth of the fact

Its hard for me to bare, but un thought of for me to comprehend 

But now i must have my cake and eat it to for i am to blame

I see it all, but close my eyes in fear

Its clear to me now, that everything is just a mirror 

A mirror to recolect the pain that spirals in my head

a reflector to show me what ive done and where i reside

its now killin me that the thoughts are real