Who am I 'cause of you ?

who am I 'cause of you ?

Who am i ?

What did you do?

Why do i ask so many things?

why can't you just see?

you left when i was younger.

now, i'm older.

I live with regrets.

is it your fault, or mine?

you made me out to be a monster!

Oh sweet mother of mine.

I hope you f*****g die.

i love you so much

even with then pain you left

now daddy has to clean up the pieces of his shattered regrets

i'm only 15 yet i have to be motherly

Sarah and Caroline love you so dearly

oh sweet mother of mine

you caused my self pain and remorse

now i bleed from the worst

i try to kill my self every now and then

i cant go 

daddy will be sad

who is to clean cook and watch my sisters?

not you 

never you

never the mother of those two

i would say three

but poor,poor,me

i am not one of your loved ones you see

when you left 

you  left me

now i sit up crying

hoping to be

hoping to be a better mother then you'll ever be...

Reviews

[blakjassy]

wow, there is some deep and heavy stuff here! I am glad you have found a creative outlet to give you some release... and maybe even relief.

Hang in there... Write lots, read others and take inspiration (both for writing and for life) from their words

[deeps]

Whoa! This is really powerful,
I enjoyed this.
You have talent keep on writing.

[Katie Lynn]

The emotion here is so thick it's almost tangible. This poem has great flow and depth, and keeps the reader hooked. You did a wonderful job in writing this, and I hope you keep it up. You've got talent. :)