Note I guess but I don’t know if I should send it

It’s a note to my ex best friend, she’s very toxic and won’t get out of my life

Leanna 

Honestly, i don't understand you. You change what seems to be daily. You copy me and i don't get it I’m not that interesting of a person. We aren’t friends WE AREN’T FRIENDS. We never will be not anymore. So why wont you leave me alone? You did this to yourself why cant you accept that?! Are you really trying to take more from me? You took so much from me and i will not let you take my friends away too. EVER. So just go. Stop pretending you hate me when you wont let me live my life. GO. LEAVE. Please, honestly i don't need you i mean i thought i needed you but i guess i was wrong. I gave you so many chances, too many. Even after i cried myself to sleep nights in a row because of you, or something you did to me. You forced me to do things and say things with people that i didn't want to. We are still kids and i don't want to grow up that fast. I stopped telling you about everything because every time i did you would make your life seem so much worse. I didn’t  tell you when even when he hit too hard, when i had to wear long sleeves because of the cuts, the fear of human contact because of him, the senior forcing me to do things i didn't want to do at 12. I kept quiet because you wouldn’t care and even if you did you would tell everyone. So many rumors were going around about me because you wouldn’t keep your goddamn mouth shut. And for once I’m doing something good for myself so i can live a little easier without stressing that my best friends will somehow pick you over me. So please, get out of my life. Never come back into it. 

Author's Note

Sorry about the grammar and punctuation problems its late, I’m tired, I haven’t eaten so i cant focus on that lol