Tears Gone Dry

This numbness seeps through my blood

Making me more paralyzed every second

I wonder where all the pain has gone

Which actually made me feel real.

Things happened, things changed, things ended

Inflicted pain, writhed me to numbness

And left me mended.

That's not how i would feel better

That's not how I want to heal my wounds

This is only making things worse

I would rather cry in pain..

Knowing that all the tears would go in vain..

But sitting numb is here I lie

Fighting the pain with my tears gone dry..

This growing insanity writhes to come out

The boiling blood is craving for some poison

The tonic might heal the numbness within

Spreading across my soul, I feel my life enjoying the freedom already

Cherishing the release of my sick soul out of the shell....

The pain is back!..

but this time, with an eternal end for real..

An undying numbness, which for a change

Would i welcome with a smile : )

It's all over now, I'm finally dead

Lying alone in the dark,

I suddenly feel the warmth of his smile

And the vibe of his presence

Turning to look at him lying beside me..

With the most awed look I've evr seen in a pair of eyes

Smiling to myself...i turn back over

Maybe dreaming wide awake is no longer a vice..

It's when you f**k your life up

Life f***s you back

It's when you knock at the wrong doors

You end up miserable in this dark lonely shack...

Too miserable to cry...with my tears gone dry..

Reviews

[Sami Khalil]

Nice poem .
I like the lines:
Inflicted pain, writhed me to numbness,
and left me mended... And others

[Hisham Rumman]

u do realize that it only shows how strong you are....

[KristynRuth]

Wow. This was so powerful. I loved the rawness of it.

[Nabeela Mobashwer]

Thank you so much ~smiles~