Me

This endless cycle

When will it end?

These weights you placed

When will I escape?

It keeps going

Like an endless spiral

I keep breathing, the days go by

But there’s not a moment that you don’t cross my mind

I try to forget

But your etched and inscribed

Not a day goes by that I don’t see your face

Fogging up the times that I should embrace

This endless spiral

Keeps going around

To the place where it all started

I felt safe and sound

But the darkness overrides, it was there from the start

This endless spiral has torn my soul apart

My body feels heavy when it should feel light

You made my heart cold

I can never let anyone in

I know this spiral will never give in

No matter where I go, you'll be there

Till the day I die, you’ll be there

In the back of my mind, poisoning my soul

I’ve lost control, there’s no going back

From the time I wake till the days I sleep

You’ve gotten the best of me

For this spiral will never break