Web Journal Of Red Pill Coyote - January 12, 2023

RED RED WHIIIIIINE! STAY CLOSE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! Man, I got the goblins partying in my cranium today, that's for sure. Head hurts and I feel like I should vomit but I can't.. Yeah.. It's one of those ordeals... �' Been like this for a couple days now... Not sure if a misguided Wiccan casted a spell upon me or what... They cancelled my appointment over in Wheelersburg... Normally, I'd be up in flames but since I'm not using the liquid rainbows as a water park, that's fine with me, I guess.... Classic DD Center... Maybe God doesn't want me to go...
I hope no one dissects me for what went on between me and Sandra. She's like a lost female frog pixie and there's not a damn thing I could have done. She's just unhappy, no matter what you do for her. And no one should feel like they're being punished for helping out someone. Some ghouls sent me to a torture porno for helping her. I went onto one of her Instagram Accounts from 2016. And there's this little clip and photo montage of her just being a silly little girl. Her just jumping on her bed at age 15. Now she's 21 but still.. And it made my face rain.. It's like you try to rescue someone and they can't even pick up on the fact that you're trying to rescue them. It's because some people only wanna focus on the imps jumping on your back. Rather than the angels you're trying to produce... I mean, she literally broke up with me back in December because I was being too clingy... Not because I was abusing her, cheating on her or whatever. I didn't do any of that.. I was just clingy... That's when you know when you're dealing with a very negative person. Here I am. A person who wanted to be around her. Which is something that she wanted. She puked lava about how no one wants to be around her and here I came around for her... And I get punished for it... Unjustified punishment is the theme for this entry as you can see... As you might know already, I'm a bit of a fan of Chris Isaak and UB-40. Both artist's did a cover of "I Can't Help Falling In Love With You". Now it's like any time I hear that song, I get lost in the tears of the Leviathan, which makes an ocean.. The lyrics have turned into a bittersweet nursery rhyme to me now.. Because I used that song for me and Sandra's relationship video.. I just wanted to help her...
Anyways, a few days ago, I walked up to the New Boston shore store.. Just because an old school mate works there. And I just did it because I was feeling that ice capsule birthmark.. I don't think I had a real reason to be there. I go in there and I put my ear into my shoe hole and my shoe ear into my mouth... I know it's called a soul but it looks like a big ear to me. I was telling them how damaged my "soul" was and they were telling me it was because I don't wear socks. Which is something I already knew, I just wanted to have an excuse to talk with someone...
The clouds have been peeing on us for a couple days now.. And I've been trapped in my apartment. So I took the soul of that one shoe and ripped it apart with my teeth. Had my foot hair stuck in it... Lycanthropy...
One platinum thing about today is that I haven't been the least bit horny... Now if only every day was this voodoo doll affect... I'd be a lot happier that's for sure. I was looking back on my 2015 poems and shiiiit, even back then I hated sex... Good on ya, boyo.
Umm... Micah created a new FB account... Yup... I can't add her because FB jail... Still got another 11 days... She might not even accept my request... Who knows...
I might just go and watch some ASMR videos... I need to get rid of this headache somehow...