Web Journal Of Red Pill Coyote: December 11th, 2021

HOWDY DOO! I LOVE YOOOUUU!!! These past couple of days have been stuck in silhouette city... Very stressful. exceptional... Yesterday, the girl who I wanted to send that necklace to was making me go through the electrical field. Ya know, I thought there was a magnetic energy between us. I guess there wasn't. But I send her that necklace and that note saying I'd protect her from the sentient black ooze. Reasons why I don't think she'll date me.

1. We're both on disability and we both can't drive.

2. I won't wear a face bra.

3. I won't take my paxil.

And I'm MOSTLY fine that were just friends. It's not like she's looking for a boyfriend anyway. I guess I feel like if I date her, I'd be closer to her personal island. She's honestly my closest friend and she's a very caring person but I think she handles things too aggressively from my point of view. I was listening to Crash and Burn and The Animal Song by Savage Garden(Guilty pleasure band) and I kept seeing a hippo with a sunflower popping out of its mouth and her face was in the middle of said flower. She told me she's thought about dating me. There's just a lot of obstacles, I think. I would even totally be okay if she took a train down here and we go out and do things as asexual friends but she's got all these surgery appointments. But I'm glad she enjoys the necklace, at least. It's just that things got kind of nasty, yesterday morning. I am truly fine with being in the friend zone. My brain was just lost in the dunes with the flying saucers of Egypt about a few things. I have the dreaded a*s burgers, okay? Lol. I didn't mean to make her mad. And then my parents refused to have lunch with me because they had lunch before me. So I walked out in the cloud urine to have lunch over at Applebee's. I go in there and everything is ordinary. Ya know, I try to be polite to the workers and I'm joking around with my waitress. I make a face on the table with my ripped up straw wrapper and I talk to it because I HATE HAVING LUNCH OR DINNER BY MYSELF. It was like a smiley face and I feel like I could tell it anything. In the middle of eating my steak though, this cop comes in and starts talking to me. I try to remain calm BUT IT'S A COP. He was just having a regular conversation with me OUT OF ALL THE CUSTOMERS THERE. I kept asking him if I had done anything stupid or not. He told me he just does this to random people... I mean... I still gotta have that German Shepard alertness and I thought it had to do with my necklace friend or something. He could very well be on my case about something but he sent me a friend request and I just accepted it since I don't have anything incriminating on there. He came across as a very nice dude but still... And then the Applebee's Host and my waitress came up and asked me what was going on and I almost broke down crying. It was just very overstimulating for me. But I was starting to feel a little bit better at night time. I stuck a long strand of toilet paper up my butt and ran around the house with it since it was acting as a wavy, majestic tail. It was for the nostalgic factor since I did the same thing as a kid. I had to have my pants at least partly below the buttocks or it wouldn't look right and the paper would break off. But yeah... That was my celebration ceremony. 

Today, mom had an appointment with Marvin to get her hair done and it felt like my stress levels caused the tornado over in Mayfield, Kentucky. I just knew something was wrong. Could also be H.A.R.R.P.. Illuminati weather wizards wanting to be gods. But her going to get her haircut meant that I had to have lunch with just dad... Super awkward and painful like a Robitussin blob AND THE WAITER WAS IN SLOW MOTION! But after that, I just decide to take my dog Meadow for a long walk. As I'm walking back, dad picks me up in the honda. He was puking lava at how mom came back and Marvin died from Covid and just belittling me for not taking the shot. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LET THE TV, MEDIA, MAINSTREAM OR WHAT EVER DICTATE YOUR FRONTAL LOBE! He more than likely had another existing illness, doctors either misdiagnosed him on evil intentions or on accident(I can't imagine Kentucky doctors being all that great), the possibilities are endless. And BTW, if the doctors cared so much about Marvin then they'd give him Ivermectin. Not only is it super sufficient in treating Covid, but it can protect you from having it. You don't need the stupid jab, guys. You really don't. And if I knew he had Covid before he died, I would inform SOMEONE to give him Ivermectin. I think Marvin was a cool guy. Even though I didn't know him very well... But his death was weird. How come nobody informed mom about this before she drove all the way down there? But dad was giving me down the road. Saying I didn't care about them, I don't do anything for them and how he didn't even care if I died. It was very absurd and it hurt. He did apologize but it really reminded me that I need to GET OUT OF HERE. Hold on... I'm getting tackled by the Sandman. It's because I've only been getting 3 hours of sleep for a couple days now and I'm struggling to stay awake... Lol.... Brb. 

BACK! Sorry, it felt like I was passing out due to sleep deprivation. I haven't been able to make a lot of videos, lately because it's like I don't even wanna get out of bed because I've been so down... I really need a vacation. I want out of Scioto County. I wanna get away from my parents, TBH.... BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW! In a week from now, me and my nephew Jacob are going to see the new Spiderman film. That's like the only film I've really been looking forward to seeing this year. SO YAY ME! I get to hang out with someone. 

R.I.P. to the civilians of Mayfield, Kentucky. I wonder if H.A.A.R.P. is to blame.. Manipulated weaponized weather through technology, my friends. Population control is one of the Illuminati's favorite games to play. GEORGIA GUIDE STONES? High-frequency Active Auroral Research Program even has its own Wikipedia page. Forming their own weather through altering the magnetic waves of the Earth's atmosphere.

- Sorry I like to copy and paste my statuses on here...