hesitate

If you hesitate, you don't really want to do it

you just want all the pain and suffering your going through to go away 

If you hesitate to think about people 

you don't want to do it knowing you'd hurt them

If you hesitate because of the future 

you don't want to do it, because you still have that sliver of hope 

If  you hesitate for a second to realize what your doing 

You'll realize you don't want to do it