i hate titling things.

i really hate to say this, but i miss you. i miss you so much. i miss the summer nights we used to spend on my back porch. smoking cigarettes & talking about everything. i miss the days we'd spend together, running & hiding around my house, just to sneak a kiss. because my brother would kill me if he'd found out. i miss spending the nights with you, talking about everything & growing in love. we were really in love, weren't we? & it's crazy how quickly things can change. 2 months it took for me to fall for you. i think that's the only thing that hasn't changed between us. i'll never forget these things, you know. but here i am, trying to bring back the memories that will never matter anymore. & if sometime, when you're back in town, i'll smile at you with joy, & remember how we used to spend the cold nights cuddled up on my livingroom floor. forced to be quiet as a mouse, not wanting to wake anyone. you will always be in my heart. along with these memories; the beautiful spring mornings, warm summer afternoons, & cold winter nights. i'll always remember you, & love you.