Can't Believe I've Been So Wrong

There comes a time where I feel more left out,

More then the days before.

Yet no one will understand.

And your descending but no one's there to take your hand.

I speak, but they won't hear me.

In this world I'm on my own.

You can think they're by your side,

But you'll be abandoned at your toughest time.

Words turn to whispers. 

Only the trees will watch my sorrow.

Heavy waters crashing my face,

Feeling that the blade is the only escape.

With a smirk, fluids bring release.

Clouds break with the sound of thunder.

Aftermath from infliction was not made for your attention.

When I called your name,

You turned away..

Like I was dust...

Author's Note

I don't write to please people, but to clear my mind and express what was felt at that exact moment.