The thirsty kneel upon the empty

Day in and day out, I carry this weight on my shoulders.
It tries to hold me down but I manage to hold up. 
Many say they wait for the rain to cry, so no one would notice
But I just keep in the shadows, for darkness seems to heal this. 
F**k society and people, the ones who want to know me. 
Where is the trust if I can't trust my own family. 
The ones who are supposed to there the most
Are the ones persuading you into becoming a ghost. 
So keep a smile, don't frown
They'll love it when your down. 
It quenches their thirst of revealing your demise. 
With a grin you'll send the damned to the grave, but with the blade 
It's just a fucked up reminder, of the cursed day...

Author's Note

I don't write to please people, but to clear my mind and express what was felt at that exact moment.