Dear Gabriella

Dear Gabriella.... I have depended on you for so long...

They say that I am not that weak, but in reality I was never really that strong. To you I will never lie.. I will only be true.

I have stared in the face of the stupidity including the stupidity inside of myself when I was high..

I have met a lot of people....

The dumb girls....

The so call tough guys..

I have asked my fair share of question of... who, what, when, where, and why..

I know you have done the same....

No longer will I point the finger of blame...

I will just live for the here and the now,..

What is the point of going back somewhere to a spot where you already have came trying to change something when you can't or have no idea how?

I consider to be a simple person...

I just have complicated ways....

Although I broke down...

I know you have broken down when you felt pain...

Just know that you have taught me how to be tough through all with every phase...

So tough.... Gabriella... You are my strength... so tough..

You have taught me how to not be selfish, but to understand that when you accomplish something its never enough.

I will forever depend and come to you with every loss.

Every win...

Its about going forward..

The past in our lives as people controls a lot, but the way we fix where we have been has a lot to do with the people we know and meet today...

To every mother...
Every farther...

Son, daughter, who have had a tear with every drop of rain.

When you were forced to quench your thirst with the same which was water.

For every split in your heart where the light was faded by the overwhelming dark..

Do like I did go find...

Go talk to Gabriella..

When I had to ask myself.... I bestowed my daughter with her name..

When she... When all that is close to me...

Is somewhere in loving arms are just running free...

I realized that Gabriella is my strength.

I hope that she can do the same for you as she has done for me.

Thank You God..

You are part of my strength.