My Last Breath

If this is my last breath......

Let me inhale for as long as I can.

Let me think about those I love.

Let me think about those that I hate.

Let me think about those that who hated me for what I did.

Let me think about how I did not give a damn.

Allow the wind, and air to blow through my air the chill in my hair.

Then let my body hit the ground so I can say and remember that I know who I am.... I am who I am.

Let me breathe one finial time....

As if my life depended on it.

Let me hold my mouth close as my cheeks get big.

As I hold every word in my heart and brain as if I have one more thing to say.

With my soul, and blood foaming out of my mouth as I spit all of my inside on the ground, and in one's face like vomit.

When I see the light I will see the ghost.

I will make the ghost.

I will see the demons and fight the demons.

As I wish for all who were a friend to me.

To live there life, and fill up as much space in this place.

Make a memory..

I live in a life that is sometime a saint-full sin.

As my body hits the ground.

I hope that you all know that I was a fighter.

I stare into those wonderful eyes of the woman that I never had, or may not get.

I ask myself is the afterlife brighter.

I shut my eyes, and say that I know this life owes me nothing.

I am/was a writer......

Author's Note

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