Suffocating Me With Jealously

Don't need it

You hate me...

Forsake me...

Hate me so much said you use to look up to me as I did you.

If you dislike me so much take me out your mind sniff the chalk that is called cocaine and like the rest of your mind erase me.

You said all these things that made me feel so good.

To me it was understood....

No one believed in you ever.

All along you took my kindness for my downfall yet the things you were afraid to do.

All along I said you could.....

Now you want to be critical...

A person who wants to insult me for what I believe in.

I can't get no help from you anymore.

I use to get so much support.

Now I can't get even a little.

You have become inclined to judge to severely solve that riddle here is a hint hypocrite.

I thought we can stand as a team like we did back in the day.

I know we use to joke....

Heck we use to even play.

Yet there was not a single person on this planet that could have told me you were really this way.

You never talked about people no matter if there were short, tall, right wrong, and even the race.

Now you hop both sides of the fence may I call you two face?

A person who I thought could be like a sister or brother.

Now a person who has no knowledge of who they are anymore have no idea on what their dreams are what to chase.

Although the one thing that you seem to be good at......

Is stabbing those in this case me in the back.

Talking about how there are so many things you no longer like about me.

On the other hand when it is time to step up and talk about it you run.

Refuse to confront me, or shall I say like a cat you scat.

I thought you knew me, but maybe you do, but all along I should have known there was indeed more to you than just that.

You know that major faking to be real the act?

Every chance you get you talk about me.

You talk about those that are close to me.

Not to mention you don't even know them.

You are so ignorant judging people like the rest of the world just off what you see.

There is a name for people like you.

Who tries to hurt the pure.

Although I will not say.

To any friend that I have to the eyes of these words.

Never let anyone stand in your way.

Everything happens for a reason and people will talk in front you about you.

When you can't even hear...

When you are not in their face, but you are near.

They will do that forever, but we all know that they are haters.

If they come at you..

One word..........

Later.......

I often wish my old friend how things should have been all the things we been through all the battles we fought as a unit.

The ones we loss the ones we would always win.

It's ok though the future is bright.

I will entertain your ways I am not up for a useless fight.

Even though I know how things could have been.

I know how they could be.

At this moment I know how they are.

So please just go back in my past cause you are choking me.

You are a piece of me that is gone a mental amputee.

Cause the doctor diagnosed me with a sickness and said it's a case that can be removed with emotion and words.

Wanna know what it is called?

Suffocating Me With Jealously

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