I Have A Disease

This sickness I have no cure; there is no cure; nor do I want to be cured

A secrect that I didn't know. If I knew what I know now.
Honestly to tell you all this is the best way to go.
I was told it was only a matter of time it would have not been able to stay on the low.
My emotions so many times I would let it loose.
Into a white piece of paper with countless blue lines.
While on the left was three holes.
I went into it without protection. Seems as if I had no use.
I have Aids
Ability
In
Distributing
Sentences
Call it what you want. You can make fun of me because I am not faking.
I choose to take this disease and spread it. I was always taking it.
It burned so much when I was done to the tip of my pen. So take that scenario.
There is no cure...
Not untill it kills me. I hope it does not.
If you can help me please..
I hope I am not the only one with this..
Don't treat me different, but yes I have a disease.

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