If This Is The Last Time I See You

If this is the last time that I will see your smile.

Know that every single second that I was around you it was worth the while.

If I was to die tonight...............

Please know that you would be worth the wait, and that in itself is a fight.

Know that I never meant to do you know harm with the intention of wrong, but I always would try my best to do right, but I would still often feel pain when I get alone in the confines of my mind and home.

If I never see you again....

Thus being forever out of your sight know that your personality has so much light and so much spirit that it can rise the sun and also tame the night.

Know that you have been blessed from every angle.

Often times I wonder if I have died and gone to heaven and met one of God's angels. Its so hard to say why.

Yet I wonder if I am really not born yet cause when I am around you I feel that I am not alive.

If this ts the last time know that you will always have a spot in my heart that is not like the rest, and you will never be taken out of it.

Unless they decide to take my heart out of my chest.....

Believe that I dream. When it comes to you it always seems to take me to that first day.

The day I met you..

Seems like I relive that every single time I lay my eyes on you or when you look my way.

As I look back I try so hard to find the words to say.

Sometime I crave you physically.

Yes it is silly.

Though it is true I promise.

I rather tell the truth than a lie.

I am just being honest.

Know that I may talk much at least now I have it on paper where I won't have to say it again.

Future lover?

Friend?

Girlfriend?

We all have wishes I know I do, but no matter what I am glad I met you and it will stay that way till the end.

No matter what emotion I feel know that you make me happy and set me free.

Till I see you again I am giving you a verbal gift I have a heart that I have given to you on this page, and within each word is a fact and at the end right here is the key.

Can you hold it, and open it only if you want to.

Cause I no longer want to bleed.

I want to succeed I think that is why I like you so much.

That is why I feel l love you so much.

This is just feelings and I hope that you can laugh and see.

As I stand on this cliff of words when I decide to jump down one day.

As I free fall I will have no idea what is at the bottom, but if I had a choice on what is at the bottom I wish and hope it is you waiting there below to catch me.

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