Shadow Of My Eyes (Angels Vs Demons)

Battles

Me vs it a shadow....A never ending battle.One side of good the other of evil...Both sides of the fence it would straddle.
Looking into the eyes of an angel....Yet can it have the heart of a demon?The bad side loves the suffering.The good praying for help.
.... I can't take the screaming.
Many times questions come to mind.Are these two sides conceding.Praying for death...The other which can't be comprehend it's clearly a darkside without a useful meaning.
One side so pure... Takes the suns rays as they shine down.Such a wonderful site as they are so bright...Beaming!Question is this truly the wonderful part of life?
Have I died and gone to heaven?Is this just me laying down again, or am I dreaming?A shadow is casts over my eyes and dream with no light.
Day turns to night I stare in its mare.I am such a successful failure my soul needs cleaning.
I wake up from my thoughts of life in a puddle of red I am alive and both of my wrist are bleeding?Help I am needing...
I have not got it.The angels confronts the demons both sides can say the other knows about it.
Although this life my life...The angles life...The demons life....Whenever it is time for them to end....
All will be forgiven I want to be washed away from all I have done.....Clear of sin......Rest in peace at the least...Worms in my body there will be no feast.
I know I am no angel, but I am no demon.I will forever stand tall as long as I am given the chance.At times I may be rattled...Till that times I will fight countless fights.
Sitting on life's high horse with a golden saddle.Restraining the demons.Me vs my shadow....