Today Is The Day

say goodbye to yesterday

Today is the day that I choke life back till it gasps for it's last breath of air. So it can feel my pain of what I been through since it never really gave a care.

Where it can feel all the good I tried to do when I tried my best to show.

Today is the day where those who did not care about me. It is now going to be where I can really give a damn less about them.

As I tighten my grip around this life's throat.

Till I decide if I want to let go.

Kill it or let it fight for life as it did to me.

When it use to make me cough and blow.

Tonight when I lay my head on the pillow if those girls I like want to be treated like crap, and not worrying about how a guy treats them well consider yourself now a hoe.

Today I realize through these brown eyes that I am tired of the cries.

The lies....

The sorry.

All the bowl that comes along with it yeah it applies.

I am walking away from the bad.

Yeah it may hurt, but as I write this I feel myself getting glad.

No longer at life....

At you.......

I will be mad.

I will look forward at this life.

To focus on what I can get.

Forget the past let it rest.

No longer am I going to worry about what I had.

I hope that you have so much fun.

That you find the one.

As I sit in the bed knowing that somewhere out there is the one.

With this chasing game and not looking at me I am done.

Staring down the barrel of this magnum gun is no longer my game of mental checkers.

This life is now going to king me as I continue to not just out walk life, but I am going to run.

Now I know who I can trust.

Now I know who I don't need.

Now I know failure is not a thought.

It is a choice.

Success is now my middle name so as natural as that is.

The rest is a must.

Today to everyone I say.

Say F$$$ Problems.

Let them go away.

Cause now this is my time.

This is my life.

I am living life I am not going to let it live me.

No longer will I be at bay.

It is time to change....

Not just me, but all of us.

I think that today is the day.

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