Modestly Wordless

This was almost a self evaluation...

If modest was not words.

If I cared less; would you be proud of me then.

If I did not give a damn about nothing, and everything you heard was not fly, and I like a bird would drop more crap on this planet.

While the entire time making things more harder for the world and I lived in darkness all I do is hide.

Would you be my number one fan?

If I left all I loved would you understand?

Instead of helping you on that ledge how would you feel if I pushed you off instead of taking your hand?

What if I did not bounce back and forward anymore trying to be someones hero and instead of trying to keep things together. If I only cared about self.

Knowing that I was not made of rubber.

What if I got tired of being the one man rock band?

What if I wanted to take over everything, and I did not care who I hurt.

As long as I accomplished my plan.

That I had no time for the good.

No time for the bad.

Cause they don't care about me.

Does not matter if it is a woman or a man.

What if I did not want to handle my own problems and when it came to trouble I would just not face it.

Yet someone goes to look for me they say that he is gone.

Away he ran.

What if I was the devil?

A down dirty rebel...

That believed he stood above all else.

Knowing that no one could get on my level.

What if I told you right now that everything that you are reading right now is one big lie?

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Got your breath yet?

It is......

Why?

Cause no one in this life will dictate how I live, and there is only one person who dictates when I die.

If I was not to be something that I am not.

I would have trouble trying to be a custom to something that is not mine.

I prefer to work with what I got.

Cause in this life pressure is a stressful.

Though I am not going to change my ways to take a cheap way to be successful.

Yet neither should you....

I know life hurts sometime , but it's your job to take down the drama and out do the stupidity.

Tell those who don't know anything to get a life. Tell them to get a clue.

Sometime I feel pain.

Sometime I wonder if I can forever stay the same, but for twenty years I have been fighting and I am the same.

Though I am going to say this slow......

Words will forever be modest.

I will continue to help others.

I will sit on that ledge and hold their hands, and talk to them because they all are my sisters and brothers.

I will complete my plan...

To one day get the world to understand that we have a choice.

I will take the screams of others and mine to the top of the stage as the one man rock band.

To make ourselves a unit.

...One voice

Know I am no rebel, but I can rebel against.

As I look through the fence.

I watch those who suffer, and help them as much as I can to help them get away from their past.

To make them think and feel... To wonder where it went.

Instead of letting go all I love I will open up.

Which I have a secret to share.

I will forever care.

If anyone needs me if I am in an arms reach I will be there.

Cause when I do this I promise that I set myself so free.

So many say I help them....

No I don't, but the one thing that keeps this blood going the most.

Is no matter how much I hurt I have people to go to at the end of the day.

In other words....

Those very people help me.

“Never let anyone change you”

Author's Note

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[PoeticFury]

I feel you on that

[princesspoet]

Cause no one in this life will dictate how I live,

good for you, take a stand, even against better advice? go for it! do what you want, live life! never heed messages...especially demonic holy spirit eyes? lol..oh man...watch words...