It's Been Awhile

Oh how it has....

Its been a while since I can look at myself for who I am.

It's been awhile since I can say that I ever gave a damn.

It's been a while to say that I had a true friend.

To be able to say there are battles I am fighting.

To even have a chance to say that I can win.

Its been a while since I was able to say that some people care for me.

Its been a long time since I fought and strive for what I wanted.

No longer am I going to sit and say lets wait and see.

It has been so long since I been strong to take on my fears and love to overcome anything without the help of people.

To finally get the chance to say that I did it on my own.

Its been a while since I can say that I can smile.

It has been a while to say that I feel human.

I no longer feel like a binary file.

That has to be solved, read, and open.

It has been a while since I can say that I am supporting while sporting the will and the fight of people that are hoping while knowing what is important......

"I hold you all close"

It has been a while to say that I can find something that is mine though I have not I know that it is just time for me to work with what I got.

Instead of complaining on what I cannot I relax on this sea of ink in my rhymes of a boat till I move up to the yacht.

Its been a while since I was able to write freely its been a while to hear someone say that they need me.

Its been a while since I was able to say that I belong to.

Since I have been able to say we.

Forever will I walk down this road and take on all that comes my way.

To let nothing take me off the path on here I should stay. There is a time for fun and business.

That is why it is good to have your own way..

To let no one bring you down..

Your own style.

I will never fall down that hard again.

That last sentence I guess you can say that, that will be awhile.

"Never let people bring you down"

Author's Note

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[princesspoet]

good post bring you down or is trying to build you up to your full potential by pointing out areas that need working on?