To Those Girls

For Hurting Me....

I should have known that you were fake.....

I should have known that you were like your hair, and words...

You could put them in, but you don't know how messed up, and ugly they are till it's to late.

I should have known that your middle name was lies.

Your first name was disguise.

That you try to look good on the inside.

Cause internally you are a wreck, but you don't want anyone to know. So behind the so call good looks you hide.

Your last name was two face..

Never wanted to go anyplace.

Reputation for leading people on.

Why did I think I was any different in that case?

That you were indeed “easy”

Saying hi, and speaking so much making me let my emotions go free.

Finding out that you didn't mean s**t.

Then you had nothing to say to me.

Instead of telling the truth.

You try your best to stay cute.

The day you get hurt I will laugh cause then you will see what you put real guys like us through.

I tried to give you all my time.

None of yours I got, so why the hell was I wasting mine.

Emotions you found like a notion.

When I tried to spill my feelings.

You say quit leaking an ocean.

I could not assume, but then the next day you cause a commotion for not us, but self promotion.

I hope you get what you deserve.

I never thought I would speak such words.

They say experience is the best teacher.

The words I speak are pure, and true it is not something I heard.

So run your game, and play it.

When someone beats you, and mistreats you.

Don't come to me for help.

Don't say that I am sorry.

Don't say that I need you.

Cause I may help, but back in my life you will not be.

I can give a damn less about your choices now.

I just thought that I would write one more thing.

Before I put you away, or as I said bury you in ink.

What goes around comes around.

I know you though you think you are/were the baddest, and it can't happen to you. You think.... (wink)

Gold I thought you were, but you only wanted it on your hands, wrist, fingers, or in pockets.

I know that we all have done bad, but you still did it.

You told me from the start what you did, but you also said for you I will stop it

The act is done now you can drop it.

While continuing to do what you do.

The word us was, or never be in your vocab.

Just you...

Here is some advice I know you may not like nice, or say you don't cause its something you are not use to.

Sometime you have to take chances.

That you will have to grow up, and step up.

Beauty will not get you everywhere unless you plan on being on someone's stage every night selling yourself which you no is not right.

Life will have its advances.

There will be tough times and finances.

There is more to life than just sex, partying, and money.

The smallest things can change the way someone feels like how you hurt me, but in ways it helps us to grow.

Our mind, body, and soul it enhances.

So forever rest till I meet one of your acting sisters again.

I am not taking a break from my conquest of love.

Thanks to the pain that you have cause me I am learning, and have learned that all most of you do is play.

Therefore with this game...

I will not stop till I win.

To you girls....

From the broken heart on how you hurt me.

~ModestWords~

Author's Note

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