The More I Think Of You

I just don't know

The more I think of you.........

The more I want to scream..........

The more I don't think of you.....

I miss you.....

I question these suppose to be nightmares I have and think to myself are they really dreams.

When I am not around you.......

My body crave for you inner perfections.....

The more you are around me..

I feel these vibes that creates unnatural selection.

I crave distraction.........

That is when you are near, but not exactly by.....

I cry........

Why?.....

Cause maybe I smell a lie when you smile with such purity, and act as if there is good in bye.

Yet when we meet all I get is a bad form of hi.

Maybe I feel this way cause I really care..

Maybe I feel this way cause I may be in love knowing that I am not ready.

Maybe cause I just have to have you and I ignore all aspects of the word steady.

The more I think of you the crazier I become.

The more of my heart I try to give you take out a lump some.

Guess I may not be the one....

Maybe I am not all that smart......

Maybe I am not all that dumb...

Maybe in the pool of emotion I can swim, but I am trying to hard to sink...

Maybe I see more or less of you...

I need to let life take it's course...

I think.....

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