Using Me Nicely

Hate feeling used

You ask.....

I jump.....

You ask for help...

I help, but ask for help you say something sarcastic and smile.

I pay it no mind, and lose at something I know I could have done, but I no longer think or triumph.

You say I love you.

Like a fool I believe...

I come up with the idea for us to just have a good time.

You say you can't do it maybe next time, but for now I have to leave.

Next day I cry, and I feel my blood replaced my tears and from my eyes I would bleed.

You said I would be coming over.

Then my emotions would get happier not harder.

I would cut myself shaving and along with the switch with the blood the only thing that leeks out is water.

You say I care... That I am willing to help you.

I tell you the same when it comes down to it I tell you all about me, but you have nothing to say or share.

You said I am your dream.

That you will give me so much joy.

Though through all the things you have don to me you have caused me simply to scream.

Even though I feel that my feelings are starting to change.

I promised something that I tend to keep, and that is I will not be two face in other words strange.

That I will help anyone even my enemy.

Cause I don't want see anything happen to anyone that I would not want happen to me.

Although just so you know.

I want you to know that I get your game, and how you caused me so much pain.

If my heart had a rebirth I thank you for it.

Never knew how much pain it could sustain.

So my final words to you.

Treat people well, and remember that things can happen to anybody.

This is a game of love, but with you I am not playing monopoly.

So I hope that someone can one day relate and deal with you.

It's not that you bad, it's not that you not cool, but I am not being used.

I don't feel like being all crazy, but I had to learn how you are.

I sense that you are this way from afar.

It's ever so precisely.

If anyone ask me for advice on you.

The first thing I would tell them is that you use people.

Nicely.........

Author's Note

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