I Had The Chance

Sometime we all need them, and sometime we don't want them

I had the chance to succeed. The chance to believe.
The chance to cry and the chance to bleed.
The chance to get what I want, but never what I need.
What did... What do I need?
Love?!
Hate?!
Greed?!
Wrath?!
When all I ever wanted was for you to be mine. 
I wanted you to smell the roses. While I slay the vines.
The puddle; your hand of love that is ever so purified.
The birth of a wonderful daugher. To quench the thirst of my heart with you and gods holy water.
To one day get the taste of your soul. To be able to have the dream to have a feeling of warm not cold.
......
I don't know when it is going to happen but I dream it will. Befor it turns to a virus that kills.
I deserve a chance I never got.
The chance to spill my feeling instead of being emotionally shot.
The chance I wonder when can I get it?
I believe god hears me.
For it I pray.
I want the chance for romance 
God I wish
I want to be able to say I had the chance.
The chance to do something thast is on my mind above. That is simply to love.
... I want the chance.

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