Shadow Of A Woman

.. Loving You Is Easy.. Your words is the hard part

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Title: Shadow Of A Woman

By: Joshua Casimier

Date: August 16, 2013

Though I walk through the valley of the shadow that you have created I will not fear the concept of fear that you try to put out... I will not fall to emotional claims.. I shall not be intimidated.

I will not fall cause of your likes and dislikes.. Not even the different names of all the people you put out, nor worry of the ones who feel the same as you do who decided to say they have participated.

I will not give up..

Nor stop loving what you have done for me..

Though there is one thing about having a shadow..

It follows you, but its something that is there, but you can't fully see..

You know nothing of my faces.. Of what I feel and have become..

You say you know me better than me..

It's funny cause that is the same thing a criminal can say about him/her doing crimes till there actually the victim of one.

…...Hate is such a strong word..

It would never be used to describe..

Your ways of what you have become..

Its hard to pick a word to explain, yet I can think of some...

...When I was down and out.. you would be mad cause the shadow did not follow..

It did not even bother..

You would say be more like your farther...

How fitting.. now from where I am sitting..

All a shadow can do is walk in stride with your steps cause that is what you want.

Though you try to refrain it..

Restrain it..

When its ahead in its own way..

When it feels it's winning..

Yet does it matter..

Do you feel it's to much for it to handle, but what the heck does it know.

It's just a shadow..

….....Though do not get angry.. Nor let it scream cause when I was down on on luck.

The mind was full of dust..

No hope the shadow would choke from the grasp of the past that was on my throat.

The shadow was not able to feel, but understanding it was a creation of you it could not relax mentally. The mind could never soak..

There was no time there just wasn't took the one person from me that was my ground to walk on for support as a shadow of you, but now he co signing so no shout out cousin.......

(Let it sink in)

Did you get it yet?

A shadow can't lead...

A shadow can't talk..

A shadow can't drift away, but it can only be seen when the light mixes somehow with a small spot in the dark.

Though a shadow has the same bodily functions as a human it has hands, legs, a head, and most importantly a heart..

See a shadow dies when what created it, or embodies it dies..

So never say that I don't or didn't love you cause that would be all lies...

Though what I am and proud to be is a new me..

The old one died from suicide..

It took twenty two years to know what my purpose is and was and it's not to walk in someone's shadow, but I don't have another twenty two years for someone else to make them understand and realize.

A shadow of a boy at birth...

A shadow of a man as days past of age..

A shadow of a man who was born through rage..

Never doubt what I can do..

Cause you think you have me figured out, but in the end I am me, but if I recall I am a shadow a creation who was from a life form a vessel of you...