For Us, Please?A Poem by Moalix
You tell me you are depressed
and yah I know you have a reason and the right But do you ever think I might be too? Every morning is hard Every breath hurts Every nights more tears Does that count as being depressed to you? Everyday I regret Everyday I want to hurt to cut to die Does this mean I am depressed too? Everytime you look at me Everytime I see the accusations that dance behind your eyes That I am a mistake regret w***e liar cheater backstabber pain bringer heart breaker you wish we never happened because you wouldn't hurt so much everyday You push me away because it pains you to touch me thinking of what I've done Have you ever thought that maybe sometimes I feel the same way? That maybe thinking of you and her what you wanted to do with her do to her hurts me disgusts me sickens me But you know what? I push through it I ignore those thoughts Because I know what it is like to be pushed away by the person you love the most I know how it tears you up inside And I know I could say a lot of things that dance on my tongue but you know what? I refuse to spew words born from anger from jealous from pain because I know what it's like to be alone at night and turmoil over things you said and wonder if you don't still feel those things You know why? because I don't want to f**k up what we have because of s**t that happened before I don't want to f**k up our future by hurting you more So can we set aside the past before we burn up our relationship? Please? © 2011 Moalix |
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Added on December 8, 2011 Last Updated on December 8, 2011 AuthorMoalixBlink and you'll miss us, OHAboutI am a tall, statuesque beauty. Ha Ha. I love to laugh and smile! I feel everyone should dance in the rain once. If you never forgive you darken your only chance to live! I will try to warm anyones fa.. more..Writing
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