Silence Eludes MeA Poem by Moalix
How I wish I could have silence
I wonder what it must be like to have peace and quiet but no inside me is a constant buzz a hum if you will but this hum isn't the hum of a happy-go-lucky boy or girl in love this is an anxious type of hum that happens when someone tells a group terrible news and it is ever so persistent this hum and as I fall further out of my comfort zone the humming turns to whispers agitated whispers of a thousand people and I can't make out what they are saying and they fill me up turning my insides painful that's when the bugs start I can feel those few bugs crawling, inching along my back, my legs , my shoulders then I fall deeper into this pit further from that small circle I call safe and those voices inside me scream! and they are all shouting at me and I still can't make out the words my head pounds from them all I cover my ears hoping to make them stop for I can take no more of the terrible screaming and shrieking and crying and the insects are furiously running all along my skin in places I never want touched This is the time I realize the insects are my step fathers fingertips the memories of him touching me and the repulsive memory sends me tumbling I can't take it anymore! You find me bawling curled up small you hold me try to bring me back to that small circle I call a "comfort zone" and all I can say is "I just want quiet.." © 2011 Moalix |
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Added on December 8, 2011 Last Updated on December 8, 2011 AuthorMoalixBlink and you'll miss us, OHAboutI am a tall, statuesque beauty. Ha Ha. I love to laugh and smile! I feel everyone should dance in the rain once. If you never forgive you darken your only chance to live! I will try to warm anyones fa.. more..Writing
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