Regret

I hope you regret it
And I know every girl says that
But I mean it with all of my heart
I hope next time you see me
Our eyes will meet across the room
A hundred memories will cross our minds
Beautiful moments
Moments that you threw away
And I'll turn my face
Force myself not to look at you
And a sharp pain will fill your soul
Sudden panic will hit you
Because you will finally realize that you've lost me forever
That you shattered your own happy ending
That you dismissed someone who would've ruined her life for you
And your heart will pound in a dizzying beat
Because I'm right there
But I'm gone
And I hope you cry that night
Lose control
Punch a hole in the wall
Because I will go to sleep that night with tears in my eyes
Shaking with pain
Because I know you will never regret it
You won't spare me a thought
You'll fall asleep blissfully
Because how can you regret something that you were happy to lose
How could you regret me?