Useless

A poem about some of my spiritual struggles

O, why have you created me

Like you've forbidden me to be?

And make me choose eternity,

Or lifelong peace and love?

But what is life worth living for

If I have never kissed before

And maybe never'l have done, for

Your law-book would be damning me.

If You'll smite me, do it now,

Quickly, like an Angus cow.

I am not useful to you now,

Because of things ignored in me.

I am cognizant of that

Very, quite self-proving fact

That yours is the only pact

Which lets me live eternally.

I know I'm only here because

You fashioned Adam from the dust.

But I can't help from feeling just

I that I dare to disagree.

Please make use of my short life,

To help ease the hate and strife

'Tween those who say, "only one wife!"

And those who say, "love's love!"

There is not much security

For those who also think like me.

Everyone thinks that we're wrong.

When they've not thought and listened.

Author's Note

I want to see interpretations, so please put them in the comments.