Remembering Today....

January.26.2011

I Am Confused About My Life And Where It Is Going It Kinda Reminds Me Of a Ferris Wheel

You Never Know When Its Gonna Stop But It Will At Any Givin Time..

Ive Been So Lost Lately My Best Friend Also My Room Mate Desided That She Wanted My

Ex Over Wanting My Friendship Of 4 Years And She Moved Out On Boxing Day To Be With

Him. So I Feel So Alone I Went From Having a Best Friend Too Having No One.

My Other Best Friend Lives In Newfoundland She Is Also The One I Wrote "Back in September For". Today I Thought About Getting Back With My Ex We Had Been Doing So

Well But Then He Started Talking About This Girl He Had a One Night Stand With She Is 

Claimming To Be Pregnant With His Child. At First He Denied It Saying The Dates Dont Add 

Up Blah Blah Blah But Then He Told Me He Wasn't Talking To Her Anymore, But Then When

The Doctor Came In He Said "I Need To Know My Blood Type Cause My Ex Is Pregnant With My Baby And She Needs To Know About My Blood Type". I Felt So Hurt And Let Down

Like I Love Him But He Was Keeping To Much From Me When We Where Together And Now I Feel I Cant Trust Him. Im Tired Of Getting Hurt Its Like a Daily Routine.

Now Im Sitting Here Alone With My Computer And a Glass Of Wine Left With My Thoughts. And Makes Me Wonder Is There Such a Thing As Happiness?

Author's Note

.........Sorry For Leaving You With My Thoughts..............

Reviews

[Always_Lost]

and there is no For 2 lol

[Always_Lost]

For 1 he still loves you alot.... He still wants to be with you no matter what, He wants the chance to show you.
He never wants to hurt you again and what he did was stupid and he is sorry