Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder if..I just fall for the same lies every time because they're exactly what I want to hear, or..if I just need them to be true so badly that I ignore any chance they might not be. Sometimes, I wonder why I'm even still trying. 

                   "Nice guys finish last, no woman wants to be treated right and have someone true"

Sometimes...I just wonder.

                   "No matter the things you do, they prefer to be ignored and neglected. What has their minds affected?"

Sometimes...it's just not worth the effort. 

                    "Then when the tears fall-if they notice-they ask 'What's wrong?"

Sometimes...the pain and heartache are the only friends you have. 

Sometimes...it just takes away any reason you had to even bother.