To whom I think I love

Just a poem I wrote.. I'd love your constructive criticism.. I'm new at writing poems so I don't even really know if it's really bad or not. but anyway thanks for reading.

To whom I think I love

I'll never forget the nights we stayed up til 2 

talking about useless things

You see, it wasn't about talking

but being 

being together in the presence of you and you in the presence of me

Feeling each others soul like a soft, warm, touch

on a dark and damp day 

You made me feel like no one else could

You made me feel like nothing else mattered 

because I had you

You made me feel like I could trust

and so I did

and by doing so I showed you I am not who you think I am

I am dark I am sad I am hopeless

I used you

You had every right to give up 

You left me and as you left me

your love left me ripping through my body leaving scars 

and everyday they still sting as I see you with her

They sting as I look from across the room and see how you look at her

If you'd only look at me to see

I still look at you the same way