Water fills blackened lungs Constrained by my past demons Scars fill my arms Slight sounds of whispers in the wind From past loves and broken hearts
My heart's trying to tell me something Or is it just the past Which lurks in the black
The vague sense of nothing The faint smell of pills The obscure sight of blood Makes me want to fall Fall back into my past
I can't Not this time I am with you You won't let me go down Not again at least You couldn't catch me last time Fore you never knew Fore I never wanted you too
I never wanted you to be disappointed I never wanted you to see me cry I always wanted you to hold my hand And keep my head held high
I told myself I didn't need you I told myself I could make it I was lying to myself all along
I'm sorry if I hurt you You know that's what I do I appear I fall You catch me I leave Then I destroy
Everyone in my past Most in my future Even you, my love But I promised not to hurt you anymore This is a promise I vow to keep
You name used to haunt me But now it makes me smile Even though my past Threatens to pull me back I know this time Someone will catch me This time, we will last
In the four months we were apart I learned life's' lessons Hate drives me Lies haunt me Secrets kill me Death lurks within me Fate doesn't exist And
You wrote this so vividly and in such great detial. It's intense, I couldn't stop reading it! It's so deep and dark it is just so beautifully written! Wow.
Too much pride is a sure way to end up lonely... we can never do everything on our own and when we truly love someone there is no shame in leaning on them and letting them lean on us. A very honest and open poem.
I will have to re-read this later, as I just got out of the ER, to get the full value of this, but what I think of it right now is very relatable. I like how you put it all into one poem and didn't make it sound forced. Well done.
Thank you (: Read it whenever you get a chance, I know you're busy (:
12 Years Ago
Mhm, I will probably read it later in the week. Im not allowed to go anywhere until the pain I've be.. read moreMhm, I will probably read it later in the week. Im not allowed to go anywhere until the pain I've been in is gone. But I enjoy reading your work so.. :)
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