Can God Love Me?

This is a shot at my feelings for the FIRST time ever, Inspired by God, who's helped me be a better person...It's kinda a rant.

I've hurt a lot of people
lying about who I was,
I'm afraid of opening up to anyone. Of fully knowing them,
I might lose them
I have a big mouth.

Pain and hurt fills my heart,
hoe can anyone love me after what I've done?
Too many people hating me because I hurt them
once we get too close.


I'm afraid to love,
I'm afraid to trust,
How can God love me if I've done that to people?
I've thrown people under the bus and made them self try
and kill them self,
I'm only a child, let me live life.

I just want to be loved,
I need love,
I had friends,
now I have no one, at all.

People hate me, I wonder why,
I'm such a horrible person. 

Author's Note

Kinda a rant <|3
But it's how I feel, I think I'm horrible :( Ive spent days trying to realize why I'm alone, and I now know why, I'm so horrible.

Reviews

[Adam :P]

aw :( what a sad poem. good expression to words