Now I hurt

As you guys know, I got broken up with. And a Poem on here got me thinking about him yet again. And brings tears to my eyes.

If I would have known,

I would have made a way

that we could fix the pain

we both shared;

I'm sorry for hurting you.

 

Remembering that sweet,

summer night as we lay

on the stif, broken, rusted

trampoline. I laid in your arms

for what could have been forever.

 

For all we knew this would last forever,

but it didn't.

And it's my fault,

I keep thinking about the pain I caused you.

I'm sorry.

 

It's amazing how harmless things seem at the time,

but to others it is the end of the world.

Don't let this get you down,

it's my fault.

 

I hurt you.

Now I hurt.

Author's Note

Anyquestions just ask..

Reviews

[Phoenix]

i don't have words to review your poetry Missy ...because you have asked ..i would just say ...
This is not a poem ...it is a piece of life ...of everyone ....once in love ....Feelings of love ....and agony ....oozing ....excellent piece of work....would love to read more ...:)

[Missy Moooooo]

Thank you, I find it best to write about pain, but I can write abou happiness too. It's ust not the same...

[Captain]

Very relate-able and well put. We all make mistakes.

[Missy Moooooo]

This is so true, sometimes we all hate the mistakes andthey haunt us forever.

[Crystal Marie Dreier]

This is truley from the heart

[Missy Moooooo]

I miss him.

[Crystal Marie Dreier]

I know you do love

[Missy Moooooo]

:(

[MandaBear]

Good poem. I am sorry for what happened to you. I am sure you will find someone better for you in the long run. If you need anyone to talk to you I am here if you want =)

[Missy Moooooo]

Someday maybe so. But I've given up...I am just worrying about grades. And internship and everything. It takes a lot to become a lawyer you know...

[Britt]

aw:( good poem, im sorry for what happened. I hope things get beffer for you. stay strong girl. im here if you ever want to talk.

[Missy Moooooo]

I can't stay strong when its all my fault. I just cant

[Britt]

I doubt its your fault. :/ i hope your okay.

[Missy Moooooo]

No it is, It's really stupid though... I texted my best friend tellin her that me n my ex boyfriend were friends again and I'm so happy about it because he meant a lot to me and he read it and e thought it ment that I loved my ex and I tried explaining but he didn't wanna hear. He's talked to me from time to time, but nothing more then a hi...
I didn't want it to end like that. Hell I never wanted it to end I wanted to spend forever wih him

[Britt]

awww:/ some things usually end for a reason.

[Missy Moooooo]

Yeah and it's stupid to say that I love him n I'm 16 but I've known this kid for years he was there for me when my brother died. I was there for him when his dad got cancer. I thought we'd last..

[Britt]

awww:/ im sorry. And no, thats not a stupid thing at all. I hope you guys somehow work things out.

[Missy Moooooo]

I'm so lost right now I wish my brother's were here!

[Britt]

aww:( things will get better i hope!

[Missy Moooooo]

I miss my brother so much. He always told me first heart breaks always the worst.

[Britt]

because that is true. I remember having mine and i was a mess for a few days, but my friends helped me through it.

[Missy Moooooo]

It's been longer than days. November 23rd.... And still not over it

[Britt]

awww. :( im sorry.

[Missy Moooooo]

yeah...I don't know he's my best friend and losing him & His friendship....:(

[Britt]

i know how you feel, thats a s****y feeling to have. D:

[Missy Moooooo]

It is, I keep hoping that someday this all will blow over and we'll be friends. But let's face it, being friends with a guy you've dated, and love. And had a long tragic past together? Impossible.

[Britt]

Well, Im hoping someday you guys will fix things. & yes, being friends with someone that meant/means everything to you is difficult. I'm in that same boat,...

[Missy Moooooo]

I hate it. I hate not being able to just call him up crying saying "so and so...." I feel like an idiot for getting with him and jepordizing our friendship in the first place.

[Britt]

Yep, you and me both. :/ sucks!

[Missy Moooooo]

Big time, what's worse is his sister is my BEST FRIEND. And we hung out today, since I was back in my area.

[Britt]

awww:/