Who I have become

A Poem by Missy Moooooo

Following following me by my side
Can't get a hold off of this
It's like being stuck in a bind
Never being able to let go..
The pain
And the guilt,
It's all my fault.
I made myself this way.
I hate who I've become
I hate how Iook
I hate my hair,
My face..
And when I see myself without makeup....
Well, lets face it..that never happens.

Perfection,
That's what I strive for.
Attention,
I can't have enough of it.
Love,
I'm still searching for it.
You,
Aren't good enough for me anymore
Because of whom I've become.

When I look into the mirror
Who do I see?
A stranger...
Who do you see when you see me?