hatred

I always pictured my junior year 

like id be me driving and working,  

How come I have to be like this, 

 I know god picked me to be like 

this I just don't understand 

why he made me different.  

I'm bigger then most girls, 

 no boys like me,  

I can't hear. 

I want to be 16 and driving  

To feel the wheels spinning with the road. 

I'd give anything to be behind the wheel  

And in control

  I'm different and I hate it.  

Why can't I be normal, 

Like every girl who's athletic  

Or who has a boyfriend, 

Or like any hearing girl.

 Why did I have to be this way?