Journal of 1/27/09

Breathing. Meaning: I'm alive.
   I don't feel alive though.
     Walking through my life,
Aimlessly like walking in the
    Hallways.
Writing. Meaning: My last resort.
  About my life, my past,
        my rejects - her
Crying. Meaning: Releash
    A sign I'm truly alive
       I can't forget that.
     Even with a throbbing heart.

Deep inside myself tonight;
I can sense a understandment.
As I write words I can no
Longer say, I feel them,
Screaming in my veins.
Yet I find them no longer true


       Let me say sorry
             [Run from the rejects]