Trust

Because poems is the easiest way I can say what I'm thinking...but not necessarily the most understandable way.

You are amazingly close to me and I
Would never trade you in for the world.
You're much too important and I need you
So much, it's crazy. But one day, you're gonna
Push me too far with your selfish wants
And I may just snap.

Every now and then, I wonder if I'm slightly
Crazy to always feel as if I'm confined in this
Cage, but when I talk to you, The feeling
Disappears and you treat me like a normal person.
I love you for that, and I love that you
Feel no difference between us. But there is.

I never do like talking about myself,
It feels awkward and weird and I'm
Not one to trust easily but you, you're
Different. You see past my mask and
You help me always, just maybe would
It kill you to be sincere about it?

I put my whole trust in you, promising
To myself that you won't misuse it.
But when these kind of days come along,
I feel a bit wary of you and your weaknesses.
At the end of the day, you are practically
My sister, so I carry on, as if nothing happened.

Something you have go to understand and
Be aware of, is that I do not like getting close
To people. It makes me feel
Trapped.
Paranoid.
Useless.
A f*****g pain.
It's hard for me to talk about things that
Go around my head everyday...my worries,
My pain, my anger, my past, my everything.
So when I tell you something, straight out...
Just know that it takes my whole guts to do so.

Please don't take my trust in you for granted.

Reviews

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I love this. I relate to this so much, it sucks.
It's a beautifully written poem, emotion galore.
I'm also really sorry if this is aimed at me.