My life....Chapter 4

my life...continued..

 

So i will be starting my soph0more year at another high sch0ol..

new friends.....again...

i meet francheska at orientation..

puerto rican wit a fucked up attitude...

she is the one wh0 gave me the nickname benzy

which i stuck wit ever since..

Den we get close...

itz me and cheska..

Zuly and LiLi come in the picture...

Den Vanessa and Yara...

WE juss got our clique..

We are bitchy muthafuckers...

WE are the popular crowd, the sexy crowd, the wanted crowed...

we are the 0nes wh0 g0t chinese delivered thru the girls bathr0om..

the 0nes wh0 get invited to all the parties..

the 0nes wh0 the class cl0wn j0kes wit all the time...

wh0 erry1 respects except the haters...

we g0t the nickname....the crew

and 0ur 0wn identities...

i was La S0bra...The flirt....

i l0ve flirting...big deal...im g0od at it...

this is the year i learned to n0t be afraid of any1...

i was alwayz a scary cat...n0w i d0nt hesitate t0 cut a b***h...

so the summer comes..

and my dad sends me with my stepmother...and my 2 siblings to D0minican republic

in which i fall in l0ve wit my step c0usin...

i l0se my virginity t0 him...

had my first date with him...

and fell in l0ve f0r the first time..

i get bak to rhode island...

starting my junior year at a different high sch0ol, but wit my same friends..

my sophom0re year was at a temp sch0ol till the real sch0ol got built...

i use the long distance on the house fone and call the boy who i l0ved

august 2004

i am 15...and the telephone bill comes up...

1700.00 dollars...

i am stupid..

my dad starts gettin suspicious and find out wat happend between me and him..

hell breaks loose...

i get beat...and he basically destroys the boys career...

he finds a lawyer in D.R to get the boy and illegal crime record...and something that keeps him from goin to college or ever getting his Visa..

His life is fucked up n0w...

i move to NC in 0ct0ber of 2004, because living wit my dad ever since juss sucks..

Even till this day..

now again...new highsch0ol...this is high sch0ol number 4...

new friends..new l0ve...my first boyfriend..he is black..

my parents learn to accept that..

i w0rk f0r the first time at a supermarket..

everything is g0od..

until my boyfriends wants to take things further...and i dont

the last time i had sex..it lasted bout 2 mins....

so i still feel like a virgin...

he leaves me for being to PRUDE...w/e..

my life goes on

summer comes...i start training for tennis...

And i bec0me friends wit Frankie...

I met an Angel..

He is awes0me in every way..

We actually became pretty cl0se..

Till this day he is my pers0n t0 rely 0n

so basically i spent the summer wit frankie...

pool...w0rkin...life is pretty g0od..

senior year was kinda boring...didnt go to pr0m...dated a mexican who stopped I liking after a week...

i graduate...nothing interesting there...

Still friends wit Frankie..

itz june 2006, and most of these peeple i will never see again..

and h0nestly i d0nt care....

i g0 t0 UNCP in august 0f 06..

i am g0in to succeed...

this was the thought of ever0ne...

i sm0ked weed for the first time...and it became my addiction..

but that wasnt the 0nlii thing in st0re f0r me...