My life....Chapter 1

I decided to analyze my life little by little....so imma start from the beginning....till n0w...and keep updating it from there...

Itz January 26th....1989...

Mayiriana Benzant=Me.....

Is b0rn...

She is a miracle of G0d...

Y u ask...

Because her m0m was never supp0se t0 have kidz....

And she had me...

She is beautiful in the florescent light of the delivery r0om...

It was a C-Secti0n 0f c0urse...

Her m0m cried tears 0f j0y...

Her dad is grateful f0r his first daughter...

Time passes 0n and she is sp0iled...

But everything turn after she hit 5 years 0ld...

I can still remember th0se dayz...

Wen i didnt get t0 see my dad anym0re...

And my m0m alwayz had dark circles under her eyes...

Or tears she wept at night...

It was hard for a single mother...

My dad t0ok me 0n the weekends....s0metimez of course...

But i didnt understand wat the situation iz...

He cheats and cheats...

And i meet his girlfriends..

But t0 me...they are n01...

My m0m w0rks for the p0lice department..

My dad is a mailman...

I see my m0m inhale the sm0ke of newp0rts...

I n0w know wat those cancer sticks are...

I start m0ving alot..

I never make to many friends...

cuz i end up leaving them...

I have already had my first kiss...

i am 10 years 0ld..

I am still in NJ...

I live on the 2nd floor...

Den move to the 3rd floor...

Across from my babysitter who practially raised me with my mom...

I meet the little girls mom downstairs...

I come over every day...

To sing spice girls...and dance...

suddenly, one night, i meet her step dad...

and he is blowing me kisses, and giving me l0oks that make me feel uncomfortable..

I want to leave....but he bl0cks the d0or...

Where can i run.??

Author's Note

This is pretty intense for me....itz ready to see how i have developed myself....

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This chapter shows a lot of emotion.