Breaking through Denial

Light appearing like a shadow in the darkness of my room.
Two small twin windows edged up on the wall..
Being surrounded by this gloom..
Searching for a better view; my eyes rolled ..
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Critically illogical feelings combined..
Cracking the ribs of my heart seeking freedom..
Buried sense to be awakened from the blind..
A new heart break is nearly to blosem..
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As the music playing in my head..
Thoughts started to release themselves from denaial..
Staring at the zigzag shaped ceiling from my bed..
While my thoughts have already passed a mile
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I raise my back sitting calmly..
As I think of a million fear..
"Lessons" is what everything is meant to be..
Voices of logical pain is all I hear..
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Enough with this messed up persona..
Enough with this fancy dream
Feels like I've been under the effects of marijuana ..
But the fact; i never even had weed..
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Am I getting crazier or did I just wake up ?
I look around me for a piece of clearance..
The right step to seek reality is cropped..
Sealing away to a far distance..
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Confusioun is taking over
But I'll accept it, as the condition of breaking through
I'm about to jump to the next boarder..
Becoming the person I've always knew..
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-x-M!nO-x-