winter night

sound of the wind breaking through my window..
under my blanket I'm frozen,
holding my teddy not letting go..
i'v been stroked hard by my sin.
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looking for a stranger to spill my heart..
'cause only a stranger won't judge..
you've broken it as if its a work of art..
and I just can't hold a grudge.
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I'm talking to everything not just walls,
even your bracelet for god's sake..
in my heart you've made too many holes,
that's a lot of pain that I just can't shake.
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never thought you'd be the reason I'd wish to die..
never knew how cold winter could be,
but my pillow just won't dry..
I never wanna be found out of my fantasy.
Mon-