words I'll never say

I finally got to take u out of my head..
I finally got to see through you,
Too many tears i shed..
I'm pulling myself from the blue,
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Then you appeared in my dreams..
I got your perfume stuck on my jacket,
I think i'm about to scream..
I fell between brackets,
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But i'll break through this again,
Even if i had to struggle..
I'll send this pain to it's end,
Even if i had to feel it doubled
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What's more painful than talking to your picture,
Telling it how i truly feel..
Saying that i lost a treasure,
Which is talking to you for real..
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I think i'll say this one last time.. "
I MISS YOU"
Before i commit the crime,
You need to hear the truth..
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I'v never been this confused..
Selfless was i or really selfish?
Is't something i can choose ?
Or am i just being foolish?
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I still love you..
Or did u forget?
"We stick like super glue"
Is't another thing u regret?
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I carry lauds of questions..
One poem wont be enough,
Wondering about ur attentions..
Is there anything behind u being rough?
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I just realized how coward i am,
Or is't my pride? I'm not sure..
Talking to ur picture or only through my poem..
How much more to endure?
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These are my last words..
On u i give up,
I already have sown my wounds..
 And I'll finally stop..
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I'm not saying this is goodbye..
I'm not saying this is the end,
I got no more tears to cry..
But you just lost me my friend.

 -x-M!nO-x-

Reviews

[Nwanna Onyeka Benedict]

nice writing. Keep on the work

[Mino7Rocker]

Thank you so much *-*