unspoken words

UNSPOKEN WORDS
Suddenly! IDKY, but I’m feeling scared,
My heart beats are running fast…
I feel like sth is coming and I’m not prepared,
what I didn’t expect happened at last…
people around me, cars are passing,
everybody is strangely looking at me..
I hate that they won’t stop staring,
my head will explode, I lost my sight, i can’t see

I keep imagining your voice calling my name,
I can’t stop dreaming about you…
if your heart got dry, mine is still the same,
I just can’t stop no matter what I do…

why are you doing this?!
Or am I cursed by karma?
Maybe I act really careless,
but my heart is full with drama…

I thought this feeling will eventually disappear,
but too bad, it didn’t…
feeling nothing but fear,
I tried hating you but I couldn’t…

I’m maybe alive but I stopped living.
I’ve been killed by you…
in my heart with a shovel you’re digging,
you left me, sleeping in blue…
 
-x-M!nO-x-