the truth

THE TRUTH

I lay down with headsets on
to the ceiling, I stare
with thoughts, my mind is blown
nothing seems to be fair…

the fear that is trapping me in
the emptiness that contains me
the feeling that I’ve been forgotten
save me I beg on my knee ..

Yesterday I remember holding your hand
today I can’t even see your shadow…
Was I thrown in a deserted land?
Why does it feel so hollow?

People all around me trying to joke
expecting me to laugh
but I only give them that look
an awkward smile is all I have…

stabbed betrayed got left behind
 broken promises, I don’t understand
I can feel all that, I’m not blind
it’s alright I can still stand…

I’ve lost the taste of living
empty heart with only beats
my soul got tired of bleeding
I’ll walk alone on this empty street…

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