Emptiness of soul

That moment when you’re sitting by yourself and thinking,

That moment when nothing is clear.

you start to wonder if you’re just dreaming?!
and thinking of all those who are so dear!

its no surprise that u would wanna give up
wishing if u could just walk away..!
 
but then thinking of your love ones u can’t stop!
leaving everything won’t be as easy as u say..!!

and then you look around,
you’re surrounded by emptiness, 

refusing to fall to the ground,
yet acting so confusing and reckless,

then your mood suddenly turned ,
thinking all of those mistakes you’ve made,

feeling like you deserve to be burned,
all those smiles you faked!,

your lips always says things that your eyes deny,
but no you’re not lying,

feelings are all mixed up, feelings are getting dry,
your just getting out of controlling ,

then you start pushing people away,
trying to avoid them and their love,

you just can’t do everything you say,
no matter how much you care your pride is always above!,

you gotta watch yourself you gotta stop this madness,
there’s no point of planning things you can’t control,

stop thinking of things that doesn’t matter stop doing this,
stop digging in your emptiness hole…

finally you get up to find that hours has passed,
while you were confused by your thoughts,

then u discovered memories are the only thing that last,
and that everything ends with dots… !

MINO