My Life

[from a guy tht i know]

I dont live in hours or days,

I live it in seconds,

and those seconds add up,

they add up to a number that's unbearable,

got feeling that i cant express,

they're in tangable,

this girl i've fallen for got my head scrambled,

and if s**t dont pan out,

ima feel trampled,

chewed up and spit out,

my a*s is gonna go crazy,

and ima scream an shout,

my situation in life seems to be leaving me worse off,

so dont blame me when i curse,

bash s**t,

and go off,

i think i need another zoloft,

either that or something to make my legs soft,

or make my head go numb,

i'm sick of these low life scum,

they came around in my life acting like they know me,

come around actin down and like they my homie,

but then the same day turn aroun and act like they dont owe me,

and then in public tell me "you can blow me",

what kinda world am i livin in?,

where does the bad stop and the evil begin,

there are forces at work to make sure i dont win,

it's been that way since i was a kid,

in elementary,

lived in a city that wasnt sanitary,

raised in insanity with bursting presure levels,

growing up around drug fiends and young devils,

by products of  society at its finest,

if by finest you mean slimiest,

crime ridden neighbourhoods and gunshots at 4am,

going to sleep every night never once to say amen,

when you wake up the next morning and you was still in one piece,

prayin that the one day wouldnt go like it had for the past 3 weeks,

havin to go to school and getting picked on,

people stealing my orange juice and bus seat,

it aint fair to me cuz the way s**t seems i get singled out for being clean,

I'm too nice to people,

they think im an easy target,

but if i find out they talkin s**t,

we'll see how far they get,

with broken ankles and busted up knee caps,

I'm from 845,

aint no f****n with that.